Friday, 30 January 2015

बस यूँ ही

माफ़ करना नये है अभी लिखने के दौर में
लिखने की सोचते सोचते ही कई बसंत गवाँ दिए

पैसे कमाने की होड़ में होके मगरूर
कौन वीराने मे हम पहुँच गये अपनो से दूर

बैगानों मे ढूँढ रहे है अपनो का वजूद
ना जाने कब अपने नंबरो मे तब्दील हो गये
वॅट्स्प, फेश्बुक के फोटो में लगे रहे हम
खुद को अंदर से देखे कितने अरसे हो गये

कल तक कतराई नज़रों से देख 
समझ ना सके क्यूँ पीते है लोग
दो घूँट क्या आज मार ली 
पूछ बैठे बिन तेरे कैसे जीते है लोग

खयालों मे बातो का भरा समंदर, पर देख उसको होंठ सील जाते
न जाने उसकी आँखों की कशिश या दिल की नाकाफी दुशाहश है
की लाख लगा जोर पर भी ये लड़खड़ाते कदम ना संभल पाते



IIT - "Beta wo ITI hota hai IIT nahi"

I don't know how many fellow IITians have faced this, but being from village and a community where being a IITian is as rarity as being a atheist , it was very common with me.
When I got selected for IIT as any other I would love to let everyone know by any possible means and who wouldn't, but by the kind of reaction I got from people I figured it would be better to just  avoid that.

Here are some of reactions I got from different people:
1. It was during first semester I visited my village and met an "educated" and "know it all" (* in village respect) kind of relative, when I told him that I am in "IIT", he took 15 min. to make me understand that its called "ITI" and I have read it wrong. He was so confident that at one point I have to admit and leave to take a "Disprin" and a good 5 hr sleep to recover from that traumatizing talk.

2.I was travelling from college to my hometown , I met a fellow passenger from my caste and one of speciality ( more of problem) is that they love to give their stupid thought on everything . So this guy asked me what I do and I tell him that I am doing BTech from IITG. He doesn't have any idea about it but he still goes on " Dekho IIT-YIT chalta rahta hai aap to Thanedar ki tayyari karo usse achcha dahej milega". Fortunately there was not a door opened that time cause either I would throw him or jump out myself.

3. So I was at a marriage function at village and my neighbour uncle suddenly call me and while looking at all gentleman's around him with proudness told that I was rank one in IIT, and I was fucking statued . At that time I prayed to god please nobody should know anything about IIT, one guy in coat looked curious and I thought I am going to be busted but when he asked how many percentage of marks I got I received as he thought it was like some other Board exam.